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Frustrations of the Day

Posted on 16 February 2005 by Liza Mae V.

I love that I am calm considering my hectic schedule due to my mass procastinating. I have 3 midterms in which 2 are 2h long and the other just 1h, and on Friday I have 2 assignments due. Did I forget to mention that I am going to New York City on Friday. I started packing but not even close to finishing. I have a feeling that I am not going to sleep on Thursday night, or maybe I should sleep then wake up early. Well I guess it depends on how I feel at the time.

On top of everything the roughness of my relationship has resurfaced. It is like we get in the same arguments but in a different situation. The argument always consists of me expecting something and if it is not had, I become upset. The thing is that I don’t really expect much, so I think. If you are in a relationship, shouldn’t you be able to ask a favor from your significant other and shouldn’t they be the one you should run to first? If I am bitched at for asking … why should I even ask for anything at all?

I know sometimes I may say somethings that shouldn’t be heard, but I guess these little things really suppress what it is I am thinking or feeling. I am scared of the reaction because maybe I am in denial of reality. Or maybe I am in the face of my fears in which I don’t want to deal with. The questions I had in my mind was …

Can I love someone knowing they will never love me the way I love them? How?

Thank God for my ‘physical’ journal, or else I think I would of errupted last night. *sigh*

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2 Comments For This Post

  1. raven_beauty Says:

    ~LiVe FrOm NeW YoRk~

    Was great talkin’ to u, hope ur trip was full of fun and excitement!!!! Next time we will have to get into a more in depth convo…when I move back to ‘the city’ u can come visit so keep that in mind. Did u shop alot or just relieve school stress? I am sure if we went shoppin’ we could do alot of damage!

    Hope ur home safe and sound and ready for more of this T-Dot snow!
    Hugsssss from me 2 u

  2. lizamae Says:

    Re: ~LiVe FrOm NeW YoRk~

    Hey chica … well the fact that you are in Toronto, why don’t we hook up. It is my reading week (spring break) so I have time on my hands. If you have aim/yahoo/msn get back at me …



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