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Liza in a nutshell

Posted on 10 June 2005 by Liza Mae V.


I seriously need to find anothing JOB because I can not pay my bills (VISA) with what I am making.  At this rate, I will be paying my VISA forever.  I should leave my VISA at home but I can’t seem to take it out of my wallet because I am living in this ‘what if I really need it’ mode?  I survived without it so why is it so hard to let go?  I have to let go.  There is no choice because I racked up almost $2000.  Today the VISA leaves my wallet.  *sigh*

That felt good typing. (not up yet)

I did find another job but I am not getting paid for it.  I am a Photographer/Arts Director for a up and coming webzine in TO.  I am psyched about this because once the webzine starts making money they are going to invest in a new camera.  It saves me $2000 from purchasing one.  *woot woot*  Plus I get to meet new people, party for free, and get to be a part of a great establishment.

Dance Lessons

Yesterday I went to my first dance lesson  and today I am sore.  I feel good besides the soreness, it shows that I am actually using my muscles.  I am noticing some places are getting flabby so I got to get rid of that.  I should really start joining the gym again because once a week isn’t enough … but its a start.

Love of my Life

I am so excited to see him tonight.  We are heading to the beach. 

I don’t know how he puts up with my mood swings.  Some days I just feel the need to question him because sometimes I just need to know where I stand and if there is a future.  I think I scare him with the future speeches because he lives in the today.  I should do that more often but I am scared that I am  just wasting my time.  He is doing nothing wrong for me to think this but I guess it is one of my fears.   I told him this and he was very understanding of me.  I am greatly appreciative of him.  When at I times I think there is nothing he could say/do that could calm me … he miracly does so.  *big sigh* 

-Liza Mae

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  1. magickalovera Says:

    Nice organization of the journal Entry. I liiike that. It’s kind of good you found a job even though it does’nt pay. But it may set you off on a nice career don’t you think? Just keep good at it and hopefully something will shine through. And Someday I shall have you perform for me! Mwahahah if it’s okay with the love of your life..=)

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