I’ve come to terms with my school life … that this COULD be the worst school year amongst the past 3. My friends whom I usually hang out with and study with are doing co-op and I decided I should just continue learning without the experience because we eventually work our whole lives and just because I do not have experience doesn’t mean I will not find a job. I am optimistic when it comes to my career because I know I have enough desire to get a job if I wanted. I know it won’t come knocking at my door but with enough pursuit I will find what it is that I want. I am in school to get my degree, though it is something I do not enjoy fully, there are moments of satisfaction that gets me through my days.

I am procastinating as I type but I can not get over the fact that I do not have a study buddy. This totally sucks!?! Now I have to suck it up and learn to be independant and have self-discipline. I am tired of my silent cries due to my own self destruction. I do this to myself time and time again because I venture into directions where I should not be going. What can I say other than I am a sucker for love and I’d rather lay down with G on a saturday in his dark room watching re-runs of old movies on TBS … instead of reading my books for school .. ackkk I hate exams. I learn things then forget them the next day… pointless, but that is how the system works. I probably will only use 5% of what I learned in school because 95% of it is bullshit. The main lessons I learned in school are to work hard, think analytically, and learn to bullshit when it comes down to the nitty gritty. blarr..

Time to stick this knowledge within me … then forget it tomorrow. What is the meaning of EOQ again?

-Liza Mae