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Actions speak louder than words; So are words meaningless?

Posted on 19 January 2004 by Liza Mae V.

I’m so confused about where I want to be right now. I’m stuck in my own mentality, debating about things going on in my life which I have no control over but where it’s leading – I don’t know but it is my choice to either take this route with one person or walk this road alone, until I find myself in another relationship. Sometimes I hate starting over, getting to know the person, if they spark your interest, blah blah blar. I’m getting tired of this whole dating game bullshit and I sometimes wish that someone like a friend would just sweep me off my feet and I don’t have to go through that whole dating ideal because I already know him and most likely I know what makes him happy and vice versa.

Sometimes I want to believe that I am confused when I’m really not because it is much easier to think that way. Like I know what I should do but believe things will magically change to the way I want to be but realistically I’m just in denial – about my feelings, my thoughts, and his thoughts.

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Actions speak louder than words but deciphering the message can be confusing when words are spoken of but not taken into action. It’s like he says something to me but I don’t see no reason to believe what is being said. This lack of communication is killing me slowly, I don’t know what to think or feel because I don’t know if what I am feeling is real or if it was just a phase I am going through … again … over and over … this never ending recyclable moment. It’s a blur right now.

I can’t wait until I can see again, maybe making it all clear.

– Liza Mae

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2 Comments For This Post

  1. __bruiseurbrain Says:

    word.
    for real. starting over is hard.
    especially after a long term relationship.
    i started over 3 months ago (pretty much right after a 2year relationship went overboard) and i’m still having trouble.
    i cant trust… because i just dont know him.

  2. _chiqa Says:

    i know how you feel mama

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