I just found out my younger brother is going to have a child. So both my brothers are going to have a baby at almost the same period, so the kids will be able to grow up together. That’s cute.

It is so weird that I found out now considering I had a conversation with G about the “what if” situation of having a baby. Just say we did not come to the same consensus. blar. It made me think crazy thoughts because when I am intimate with someone, I know the possibilities and risks of my actions. So with that in mind, I do not have sex with anyone that I don’t see a possibility being with in the near future, but I suppose he doesn’t feel the same way because in this day and age, there is always a solution to our ‘mistakes’. That solution is to abort. If I was 16, I would do it but now that I am older, I do not know what I would do. Maybe I should be celebate, so I don’t have to deal with this type of drama but I will make sure I use both arms/hands. =)

-Liza Mae