As I look back at yesterday … it seemed as though I was living in a dream … it seemed too surreal … to be real … cuz so many things happened in a instance that I didn’t not have room to comprehend … well what happened?

Well my friends from NYC were supposed to arrive in TO … but I didn’t hear from them all night … and I had a eerie feeling like something ‘bad’ might of happened … but I was like … nah … they’re good … just taking a pretty damn long time … they supposed to be here by Wednesday/Thursday … but things got pushed back till … Thursday afternoon, when they departed on their journey …

So I went to my Rico’s (my older bro) house and did the family thing … but the whole time I was there … I was thinking … damn … they are still not here … but I still denied that anything ‘bad’ happened … after that I … I came home to an IM in which Bobby stated they were in an accident … but in general everyone was fine … I sat there in disbelief … like … are you serious … because I was in shock that they got in an accident and relieved that they were all in one piece but a bit shattered. So … in the convo he had asked if I could pick them up … cuz they’ve made it this far … why stop now? Without hesitation, I just took off with Martina … and picked them up …

Hrmmm … so we arrive in Buffalo … and shattered they lay … and reality played … and I felt … numb … and all I can think about is … so what is going to happen tomorrow? I didn’t really feel to make the situation a big deal … because they were all alive … and thats that.

So Bobby and Prasand decide to come to TO and Ria and Jossette were left in buffalo … I haven’t seen them in so long … so it was nice to have them around … for the journey back home … and we ended up going to a club … chinese food … and thats a wrap … of my day … but i have more scattered thoughts … lost … till tomorrow