I sit in the dining room staring at this blank canvas.  The room is empty with just this seat and 3 others like it, and a dining table .  Leela James “I Want to Know What Love Is” playing in my white earphones.  I gaze out the front window, seeing the gloominess and rain outside.  My stomach is growling but I am demotivated to make anything due to my gloomy state but I may give in.  I feel as though I haven’t written in a long time and even though I am writing now, I have no substance to speak of.  I want to hide under my sheets and wake up to the sunshine.

The show went well but I will post about it once I am in the right mind state.

Ciao for now!

– Liza Mae