NYC breakup or just separated?

Posted on 11 July 2011 by Liza Mae V.

I am going through a breakup anxiety!

View from Battery Park in the Summer

I am breaking up with my long lost lover of New York City, or maybe just a separation?  I have no idea for I have to figure out a couple things in my life before that can happen.  As I come to terms with the reality that I have to come home to Toronto, it feels like my world is crumbling at its core.  This has been the longest I’ve ever been in New York City for my trips usually last for a weekend and the longest was one time during spring break in university where I stayed for a week.  Now that I’ve been here for a month, I have fell in love with the city harder than I ever have.

Celebrating Tarny's Birthday - Mercury Bar NYC

Celebrating Tarny's Birthday - Mercury Bar NYC

Celebrating Tarny's Birthday - Mercury Bar NYC

Celebrating Tarny's Birthday - Mercury Bar NYC

Celebrating Tarny's Birthday - Mercury Bar NYC

Celebrating Tarny's Birthday - Mercury Bar NYC

Celebrating Tarny's Birthday - Mercury Bar NYC

Celebrating Tarny's Birthday - Mercury Bar NYC

I have developed friendships beyond just partying on a weekend and occasional contact via technology, I have met friends who I have grown to love and adore.  So not only am I breaking up with New York City but more importantly separating from all my friends in New York City.  This is the hardest thing for me.  It reminds me of the feeling when I left the Philippines last year.  I just got issues of separating from people that I love.  Don’t get me wrong, I have many friends and family that I love in Toronto but like I said in my previous post, there is just somethings about New York City that I love and will always love.

I started writing this post on Friday when I was looking for flights back to YYZ aka Toronto.  I couldn’t get the courage to book it, so I waited until today to do so.  It is just something I need to do for I have some business things to take care of and I need to be grounded again.  I feel as though I have been living a fantastic dream in New York City but gotta put things back on track.  I am living aimlessly and it is quite awesome but reality is that I can not do this forever … not yet anyways.

It is time to make life changing decisions yet again, breakup or temporarily separated?

 This has been on my New York City playlists prior to my departure from YYZ.  I believe in every word in this song.  <3

 

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