anxious.

I scratch my head because thoughts flutter my mind like butterflies being born exponentially. I have dreams which seems to peak so high that it seems impossible to reach for the entirety of this society. I envision my future so vividly that it seems like I am living in it. Every day I come closer to this dream and start letting go of my tired yesterdays. I am ready. I have reached the point of exasperation, (deep breath). I have taken my last breath of this life and have gone in to the realm of freedom. I know nothing of my yesterdays, know only of my today and hope to attain my dreams of tomorrow.

Quest for Excellence

I don’t know what tomorrow will bring but all I know is that I am not mediocre. I do not strive to be mediocre, so why have I settled for so long?

Fear. Fear hinders growth and stagnates the mind and body.  My personal fear is failure.  To fail was defined by people around me but I realize that I shouldn’t define it by what other people think.  We base a lot of our thoughts and decisions on what others may perceive us.  This society is quick to judge and we lose sight of what we truly desire.

Comfort. Laziness.  I was going to say comfort but the reality is that I am just lazy to put things in motion.  For putting things in motion consists of putting in effort which I was too lazy to do.  The life which I am living is satisfactory but I realize this is not enough.  Comfort is defined as 1 : to give strength and hope to : cheer or 2 : to ease the grief or trouble of : console. I’m almost definite that you do not fall in either of the two definitions, for what are you giving strength or hope towards when you are not doing anything about your current ‘comfortable’ situation or for the latter definition, who are you consoling? Lazy is defined as 1 a : disinclined to activity or exertion : not energetic or vigorous b : encouraging inactivity or indolence 2 : moving slowly : sluggish. Please don’t be deny it if you are in the same boat, “You are not comfortable, you are just lazy”.  Take responsibility for your actions or inaction!  Do not blame others, just like Whitney Houston.  Take ownership of your past and take ownership for your future.

It is time to put the wheels in motion and keep it moving.  Until that time I will not disclose the information until my plan has been executed.  Stay tuned because it will happen in the next 10 weeks if everything goes the right way.

– Liza Mae