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high hopes … hard fall

Posted on 30 October 2009 by Liza Mae V.

So I’ve been going through the past week with many emotions from peak to valley and unfortunately enough, I am at the valley, granted the only way is up.  I was hoping by the end of this post I would feel better.

Do you know how it feels for your dreams to be stepped on?  To feel as though someone close had given you support the whole time but when you truly needed it, they let their support go?

This is the first time that has happened in my life and it truly hurts.

I was raised in a family where support each other without judgment.  I mean of course they will judge but they still will support you because you are family.  Sometimes I am amazed how they stick by me but they always see the light, they always seem to have faith, and will always be there.

This is something that is very difficult for me to handle but like most things, I will make it through.  This is when I need someone’s shoulder to cry on but the shoulder is miles away.

I just feel that when someone says they are ‘trying’ to help you by giving you other methods to do something, and they can help you themselves, is just sad.  Imagine you ask someone close to you for $1,000 and they initially said yes and when you finally ask for it they tell you, “oh why don’t you ask this person, or why don’t you ask that person, or why don’t you work more, or sell drugs, etc.”  when they can lend you the money with no worries.  The person is not helping you, they are just making excuses for their inactions.  I’m honestly just saddened by the whole thing.

When I first started this post I was upset, but now I am just saddened by the lack of faith, trust, and love.  When there is true love, there is that leap of faith one would take for another.

I am heartbroken.

As time progresses my heart will begin to mend itself.  Though I have learned from this, I will never forget.

– Liza Mae

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