I can’t wait till I feel your lips
touching my soul
easing my mind
making me escape from this world of mine
Just for a moment of time.
Opening my eyes
I see you … now.
Hoping to see you
in my tomorrow
and if only
my maybe’s
are certainties
I wouldn’t be
so careful about
these feelings
thought to be delusions
thought to be reality…
thoughts not worth thinking about
because my thoughts
only rot this beauty.
My taintedness
possessed from past experiences
shouldn’t be here
they should be steered away from
before they become
problematic
but its almost automatic
that we think of the past
when emotions are similar
to that last one.
What makes me believe that
you will not take my heart and run?
You just got to believe
and have faith in me …
you …
and us.
and have faith in me …
you …
and us.
I won’t promise you the world
because I can’t do that …
but all I can promise you is
my love.
-Liza
October 6th, 2004 at 5:33 pm
that last part is on point… can’t promise you the world but i can promise all my love! tight!
October 6th, 2004 at 7:33 pm
=) Thank you!
I haven’t heard from you in a minute … how you been?
October 6th, 2004 at 7:41 pm
creatures of the sun
very nice. love the ebb n flow of this one. one line reminded me of tainted by SV…my taintedness from the past, hehe. i feel that. gotta get over some taintedness from me own past……
October 6th, 2004 at 7:50 pm
you are most welcome! i have been dealing with some issues in the personal front plus dealing the hurricanes so things haven’t been the easiest if you know what i mean! but i’m managing and i’m getting some normalacy back into my life!
October 6th, 2004 at 11:07 pm
I’m glad to know you are still alive … missed you in this net world … my gemini twin.. II for life. Damn … never been in a hurricane. Usually I am stuck under snow during the winter. Describe me that experience.
October 6th, 2004 at 11:12 pm
Re: creatures of the sun
Don’t we all have to get over the past? It makes us … but breaks us. Tainted we become …. yet strengthens or pain threshold … but how far can we go? It seems like right now is the worst time in your life (after break up) .. until the next one … and the cycle begins all over again … but just gets worse and worse … and worse to … the best.
October 7th, 2004 at 7:02 pm
i like your LJ its soo cute..i added you can u add me?
October 8th, 2004 at 10:56 pm
automatic-emotion-past=problematic
so true, shit never really dies, pesky like cockroaches..need to fumigate mind of past memories..easier said than done.