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Moving On …

Posted on 14 November 2004 by Liza Mae V.

I’ve been saying this for a couple of years but I have never gone through with it for various reasons. Those reasons are not reasons, they are more of excuses because I am scared of what may happen if I do. I realize that life is short and I have no time to be scared.

Yesterday, Gerron came over and came in my room. My parents had called me out and was upset that a ‘boy’ that they didn’t know was in my room. I did not get mad because I expected that to happen. I actually laughed it off and Gerron had asked me why I was laughing. I told him what happened and I know he was thinking, why the hell are you laughing. I did not really know why till now. This was the final push. The reason why I need to move out.

I’ve finally met my match though it is not certain for nothing is certain but my parents are the hindrance of my progression. In order for my relationship to grow I need him around more often. I miss having those simple moments where I could just fall asleep with him next to me while watching TV. I’ve never really experienced those moments because of my limited amount of freedom.

I am turning 22 in a couple of months and I don’t need to be treated like I am 16 all over again. I need to be Independence. I need my space to be … me.

Fuck the bullshit.
This time I am serious.

– Liza Mae

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8 Comments For This Post

  1. muszicluvher Says:

    put on ya marchin shoes

    yeaaaaaaaa boiiiii u go girl……*snap snap* bout damn time. i was rootin forya all along. woot woot…i got out the sorta easy way and stayed out a very hard way, lol. i got out by goin to college but the freedom went to ma head so i fucked that up but there was no way in hell i was goin back to mom’s place so i joined the army to stay out….the hard way, haha…but seriously good luck miss shawtay…peace n love

  2. lizamae Says:

    Re: put on ya marchin shoes

    Yah I’m scared that I may screw up school but … school is right across the street … how can I forgot about it? I mean I can just look out my window and have the daily reminder that I have to go to class. lol. I dunno … it all depends on one’s will power to do well in school. blar. I hate school right now … I’m going nuts.

    Thanks for your support.

    -Liza

  3. muszicluvher Says:

    Re: put on ya marchin shoes

    well i never once thought that YOU would mess up school. i was just sharin my experience. i think that the head u have on ur shoulders now is a much betta and focused one that the one i had on my shoulders then.

  4. stefan1226 Says:

    …we’ve discussed this subject plenty of times in the past..and with each convos it would intensify…cool to hear that you’ve reach what is hopefully the final phase toward your freedom…:)..you can do it liza..never doubted that u could and will do it..:)

  5. lizamae Says:

    =)

    Hrmmm … I know that I shouldn’t move because of him … I should move because of me … but he is the reason that is pushing me to do so. I’ve always wanted this … prior to him … but he is my calling … =\ Blar.

    -Liza

  6. muszicluvher Says:

    Re: =)

    sumtimes u need a push to get u where u want/need to be…
    *taps u on the shoulder*

  7. arinzoheret Says:

    ::oh my::

    good luck n stuff!!

  8. lizamae Says:

    Re: ::oh my::

    Thank you!

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