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Thought of the Day.

Posted on 25 October 2004 by Liza Mae V.

I love you.

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Morning Utters

Posted on 25 October 2004 by Liza Mae V.

I have been getting lack of sleep lately due to my juggling life.  School is my number priority but here I come to the point of the school year where my desire to do well has dwindled.  I am stressing and its not healthy.  I know that life is a struggle but is this worth it?

I try to make this image in my mind that I will appreciate it later and the struggle will be worth it, but right now my mind is juggling thoughts of … maybe I should of listened to Duwayne when he told me that I should of been taking another program related to the things I truly love … like music and computers.  I enjoy those things much more than Engineering.  Who wakes up and says … I want to be an engineer?

It is a hard degree to get, and I’ve seen alot of people drop out, or kicked out.  I am afraid of this because I am afraid of failure.  I know that I can do so much better if I just put a little more effort but … my desire to be here … is lacking because I am doing it all for the wrong reasons.

Superficiality was embedded in me because I did not know what I wanted to do after high school.   I did not know who I was and what life I wanted to live.  I realize that money isn’t the biggest thing on my mind, and most people strive to achieve this.  I do not.  It is always nice to have money, but it is not my drive in my life.  I can have all the money in the world, but do I really need it?  This society is so driven by money that I think that it is so sad.

-Liza  Mae

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let the river flow

Posted on 16 October 2004 by Liza Mae V.

I have noticed that when I get emotional, I speak of tongues that I regret later.     WE all know that we want it our way.  Things should go according to our plans, but sometimes they don’t.  Sometimes we have to sacrifice our plans for the person we care about.  One person has to be selfish while the other person has to let go… but when two are selfish … conflict arises.

“The truest kindof love I know
is when I love myself
and my soul

What good am I to you
If I don’t love myself
Before I love someone else

The realest kindof love I know
is when I learn to love and let go
Sometimes you can not hold on to
the river when it flows.”

-Sweetback

I have not quite learned to let go of my opposition … my power, because when I do this, someone either takes advantage of it.  I realize that I want that person to let go of their control, but how can I expect this of someone when I can’t do the same for them?

I am not completely selfish because I always lose control to those I truly care about … but when I’m in the stages of getting to know someone, I can get defensive.  I want to lose control but the fact that the other person is holding back, sometimes I question if I should do so.  It’s like I am giving myself to the other person, while they are giving me half back.  It’s not an equal trade but I can not force the other person to totally lose control.

BLAR … I am in a state of contemplation … and my thoughts are fluttering with the butterflies … excuse me as I fly.

-Liza V.

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Lyrics: Necessary – Brandy

Posted on 13 October 2004 by Liza Mae V.

If I could have your heart
I sure would love ya
I love you more
Than I could love myself
Mountain high or the valley low
You have no idea just how far I’d go
Hey yeah

I go put on my good clothes
And I sing and dance
I take the time
I take the chance
I’ll make ya laugh
I’ll make you cry
I’ma tell you like this
If you ask me why

It’s all because I love ya
I do
I got to be necessary to you
Hope your eyes are wide open
You’ll see
That your love is necessary
To me

It’s all because I love ya
I do
I got to be necessary to you
Hope your eyes are wide open
You’ll see
That your love is necessary
To me

When I sing you know what I do?
I close my eyes and I think of you
When I wake up
I’ll like to see
How much more you
Become proud of me

I get excited
My eyes tear
It gives me purpose
For being here
I’ll walk the desert
And I’ll swim the sea
As long as when I get there
Your in love with me

It’s all because I love ya
(It’s all because I love ya)
I do
I got to be necessary to you
(Necessary)
Hope your eyes are wide open
You’ll see
That your love is necessary
(That your love is necessary)
To me

It’s all because I love ya
(It’s all)
I do
I got to be necessary to you
(Got to be necessary yeah)
Hope your eyes are wide open
(I, I, I hope)
You’ll see
That your love is necessary
(Ooh baby)
To me

See life is so very, very short
Ya love has givin’ me meanin’
Say that ya love me
(Say that ya love me)
I pray that ya love me
(Pray that ya love me)

Cause I know if I
Just hear you say it
I can make it thru
The rest of the day
Say that ya love me
(Say it baby)
I pray that ya love me

(Baby it’s all because I do love you)
It’s all because I love ya
I do
I got to be necessary to you
(Everything I do is all because of you)
Hope your eyes are wide open
(Hey, ey, ey yeah, yeah)
You’ll see
That your love is necessary
(Your love is everything to me)
To me

It’s all because I love ya
I do
I got to be necessary to you
Hope your eyes are wide open
You’ll see
That your love is necessary
To me
(To me)

This be the truest ish
Ever spoke
I feel naked singing every note
In my heart, happy, quick take down this note
This be the truest ish
Ever wrote

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1. The Truth Concert Review  2. I’m sorry

1. The Truth Concert Review 2. I’m sorry

Posted on 11 October 2004 by Liza Mae V.

John Legend & Kanye West
I just seen Usher in concert featuring Christina Milian, Kanye West(right) and John Legend(left). I was very impressed with Kanye West’s performance. He was bouncing from one side of the stage to the other. Suprisingly I knew everyone of his songs … I forgot that I had his album on repeat for about a month. John Legend was by his side and he was very active as well. He can definitely sing. I know he is going to be performing in New York soon so if anyone has the opportunity to go … go.

Read More about the Concert …

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Believe … have faith …

Posted on 06 October 2004 by Liza Mae V.

I can’t wait till I feel your lips
touching my soul
easing my mind
making me escape from this world of mine
Just for a moment  of time.
Opening my eyes
I see you … now.
Hoping to see you
in my tomorrow
and if only
my maybe’s
are certainties

I wouldn’t be
so careful about
these feelings
thought to be delusions
thought to be reality…
thoughts not worth thinking about
because my thoughts
only rot this beauty.

My taintedness
possessed from past experiences
shouldn’t be here
they should be steered away from
before they become
problematic
but its almost automatic
that we think of the past
when emotions are similar
to that last one.

What makes me believe that
you will not take my heart and run?

You just got to believe
and have faith in me …
you …
and us.

I won’t promise you  the world
because I can’t do that …
but all I can promise you is
my love.

-Liza

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Random Quotes Between Friends

Posted on 05 October 2004 by Liza Mae V.

I  picked out a couple of quotes from today’s conversation with Stefan (stefan1226)

“stop playing games … or you’ll end up playing yourself.” -Liza

“A single touch can change so much” – Liza

“one thing my dad always say once u find the one, u’ll walk through burning lava to please them” -Stefan (stefan1226)

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MIA

Posted on 03 October 2004 by Liza Mae V.

I have so many things to do this week for school and I don’t know how I am going to pull it off with my current schedule.

Sunday — Work
Monday — Free time … to study.
Tuesday — Statics(MEC 324) Lab due
Wednesday — Working
Thursday — Facilities(IND 400) Design Assignment due.
Friday — Differentials(MTH 309) Midterm

After the MTH 309 mid-term … I am going to party for the Canada Thanksgiving weekend. I get to finally see Usher featuring Kanye West & John Legend. I am not that psyched about it as I was initially because other tasks are fluttering my mind, mainly school work. I actually missed school … till now. (lol). I also get to see Martina(_ladym_) this weekend … and we’ll do the usual and hang out and have fun. =) It’s funny how Gerron wanted to have a one-on-one talk with her due to her man problems. I think that is so cute because he is actually concerned about my friends well-being.

Anyways … its time for me to exit and enter dream land with my dream man …

-Liza Mae

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Perfection

Posted on 02 October 2004 by Liza Mae V.

“Self perfection is seen in the reflection of your eyes.
For you are perfection and I am in you …
Makes me perfect with you.”

– Liza Mae

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