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Posted on 25 February 2005 by Liza Mae V.

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Sleepless night in T.O.

Sleepless night in T.O.

Posted on 25 February 2005 by Liza Mae V.

“Thoughts are running through my head
Echoes of my cries keeps me up in bed
Sleepless nights
admiring the starry lights
holding my pillow tight
knowing everything will be alright
…one day.”

-Liza

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Frustrations of the Day

Posted on 16 February 2005 by Liza Mae V.

I love that I am calm considering my hectic schedule due to my mass procastinating. I have 3 midterms in which 2 are 2h long and the other just 1h, and on Friday I have 2 assignments due. Did I forget to mention that I am going to New York City on Friday. I started packing but not even close to finishing. I have a feeling that I am not going to sleep on Thursday night, or maybe I should sleep then wake up early. Well I guess it depends on how I feel at the time.

On top of everything the roughness of my relationship has resurfaced. It is like we get in the same arguments but in a different situation. The argument always consists of me expecting something and if it is not had, I become upset. The thing is that I don’t really expect much, so I think. If you are in a relationship, shouldn’t you be able to ask a favor from your significant other and shouldn’t they be the one you should run to first? If I am bitched at for asking … why should I even ask for anything at all?

I know sometimes I may say somethings that shouldn’t be heard, but I guess these little things really suppress what it is I am thinking or feeling. I am scared of the reaction because maybe I am in denial of reality. Or maybe I am in the face of my fears in which I don’t want to deal with. The questions I had in my mind was …

Can I love someone knowing they will never love me the way I love them? How?

-Liza
Thank God for my ‘physical’ journal, or else I think I would of errupted last night. *sigh*

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…under the knife

Posted on 08 February 2005 by Liza Mae V.

I just got home from the hospital and I just found out my father has to go through a quadruple bypass instead of a angioplasty surgery. I was calm prior to this point when I reached the hospital, I broke down. I didn’t know how to react. He was rather calm about the situation because he has a positive outlook on things right now. All I can do is be strong for him but it seems I am weak.

-Liza Mae

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Get away …

Posted on 05 February 2005 by Liza Mae V.

I need to get away from my home because I need to get away from it all.  

I am tired.  
I am confused.  
I am lost.
I am alone.

Its just one of those days where I just want to say …

FUCK YOU! YOU! & YOU!

I am just so tired of catering to everyone elses ‘wants’ that I am beginning to self errupt.  I had enough.  I’ve reached my breaking point.  I am going to make a fast dash to the exit … to get away from it all. 

[Takes a deep breath]

-Liza
I feel so much better writing that.  *sigh*

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