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Lost for words

Lost for words

Posted on 30 May 2005 by Liza Mae V.

Lately I’ve been feeling lost for words and I don’t remember how to speak my mind.  I feel bottled up inside because the only person I would like to share my inner thoughts with doesn’t give me the opportunity to speak … or maybe when I do have that perfect opportunity I’d rather share it in silence.  I just want to scream out loud but instead tears come falling from my eyes and I start to cry.  I feel misunderstood but I am the source of this problem because I am not speaking up.  I just haven’t had that chance to be relaxed and be free with him.  I need a moment of clarity.

Lake Tahoe 2005
Lake Tahoe

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“if i have find the need to hide something from someone i am with … then i shouldnt’ be doin it.”

-Liza Mae

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22nd Birthday Party

Posted on 28 May 2005 by Liza Mae V.

Me and my homies headed down to this new club called “Club 26” where
Nostalgia was held.  Nostalgia usually has old school parties
which I love because it is a switch from the regular music they play at
clubs.  As we were walking to the club, I heard G’s laugh from the
patio.  I think I was the only one who heard it, I guess you know
your partners voice and distinct movements after awhile.  I
thought that was very interesting. 

Anyways, we finally get into this place and it filled up quickly. 
I was intoxicated and the music was great.  I can’t seem to type
right now … just speechless.

-Liza Mae

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Home Sweet Home

Posted on 25 May 2005 by Liza Mae V.

It feels so good to be home again.

The 2nd half of my trip was amazing for the following reasons …

  1. Martina was with me and we always have a great time together.
  2. Met alot of new people including cousin’s I haven’t seen in years.
  3. Actually partied even though it wasn’t my kindof thing … live rock band.
  4. New experiences.  I caught a fish.  =)  Seen someone get tazzed (sp?) by a cop.

I have tons of pics to edit and share … so they will be finished soon.

Oh yah … its my birthday today.  =)  Happy 22 for me.  Seems like yesterday that I turned 19.  scarry.

-Liza Mae

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Missing home

Posted on 14 May 2005 by Liza Mae V.

So I am about 70% well and I feel better but I still have that stuffy nose feel and the minor cough. Also I can’t taste food 100% and its killing me. blar.

The last two days I’ve been in Reno/Lake Tahoe. Its a big casino scene and I’m not really down with the casino especially since I lost $20. Ahhhhkk. Well Lake Tahoe was beautiful but I didn’t get any good shots because we didn’t get out of the car which I wasn’t too happy about but who am I in this big equation? This vacation hasn’t been the greatest because I feel as though I have to bottle things in so that I don’t blow up on my cousin. She annoys me sometimes. Anyways enough about that. I went swimming and it was the most relaxing time I had here. It was me and the water. I need to be home. I really miss him. I feel like I am dying over here. Well I get home on Wednesday then I leave again on Thursday but the 2nd part of the trip should be good cuz I’ll be with Martina. Right now I feel trapped because I can not have those intellectual conversations with anyone because no one is on my page. Maybe thats why I am not very close with my family members. I feel as though my friends are my family. They are actually closer to me than family. Pretty sad but that’s how I feel.

Hrmmm … I guess I’m feeling a little homesick. I can’t go another vacation without him or without my friends. Family trips aren’t for me. lol. Well I gotta go. my moment of solitude is going to end.

liza exits.

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Sick in Sacramento

Posted on 10 May 2005 by Liza Mae V.

So I am in Sacramento and I’m still sick. I had one of the worst nights, in fact. I woke up at 2am PST & was coughing non-stop. So I had to make a cup of Neo-citran and then I was good to go. I swear I was going to cough out a lung or something. It was really that bad. I haven’t done much but go to this plaza with all this filipino food … ummmmh yummm. Pictures to follow. Yesterday I just played with the my cousin’s kids aka my niece and nephew. It is really relaxing out here considering I don’t have to do anything at all, but I hate being sick on vacation. I just feel like a wreck. ARghhhh … Well hopefully this will subside by the time we go to Reno. blar.
The weather out here was rainy & hailing but there is going to be sun for the next couple of days so I would of stayed home anyways. I am at 68% .. I need to be better. Being sucks when no is here to take care of you.

“Dr. Mom/Dr. G where are you in the time in need?”

Its very satisfying to speak when you know someone is listening. The last time we went out before my departure, we headed down to a bar/club downtown and he was being the perfect gentlemen. I told him prior that whenever we go out I feel like he is cold to me and that he gives us enough space that another guy can dance in between, so this time he did not do that. He was more affectionate and giving me more attention. We even danced to salsa and it wasn’t a disaster. Thats one thing I love about him, he can dance. *sigh* Okay enough … I’m missing him more that I type. So it end now.

-Liza Mae
BTW. Thanks for the get-well comments. =)

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