Archive | August, 2005

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love is on auto

Posted on 29 August 2005 by Liza Mae V.

Opening my eyes
I see you now
hoping to see you
in my tomorrows
and if only
my maybe’s
are certainties
I wouldn’t be
so careful about
these feelings
thought to be delusions
thought to be reality
thought’s not worth thinking about
because my thoughts
only rot this beauty
my taintedness
possessed from
past experiences
which shouldn’t be here
they should
be steered away from
before they become
because love should
be automatic.

-Liza Mae

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Dreams … a step into the Psychic Realm?

Posted on 26 August 2005 by Liza Mae V.

Lately I have been having very distinct dreams and I have remembered alot of the details and should of written them down but I think about it the whole day and try to decipher what it means.  My dreams are very inquisitive about the things that bother me.  For example, today I dreamt about my marks that I got in summer school and prior to that I wished that I just passed my classes.  So I dreamt my mark and I just checked 2 minutes ago and that is what I actually got, well close enough, I dreamt a + insted of a -.  Anyways, I think my dreams predict my life but sometimes they are wrong and just reiterate my worries.  I guess we all have a psychic in us but it only comes out in our dreams.  It is very scarry.  I do believe in psychics and horoscopes because it just makes sense, sometimes.  The catholic church states that we shouldn’t go to psychics because they are nearing us to the devil.  They say that psychics tell you half-truths to deceive us into the full-truth.  I’ve been to 3 psychics and some things became true and other things didn’t.  They were precise in the things that were not too far in the future but the far-fetched things always seem to change like, how many kids I have, etc.   So I agree with the catholic church in that they tell you half-truths, but does that really lead me to the devil?  Blar.  I hope not. 

Hrmmm … let me check my horoscope in the Toronto Star and what it has in store for me.

GEMINI – Coming soon is a moment of liberation that you have long aspired to achieve.  You don’t need very much encouragement to get motivated.  Resolve to rise above all the madness that surrounds you, then nothing will ever get you down.

The problem with daily horoscopes are that they are very cryptic but obviously they have to keep it that way so that it relates to various people.  I liked this one today because it feels true.  Yes, call me naive into being suckered into this whole horoscope thing but I believe it.

-Liza Mae

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SDM Annual Pool Party

Posted on 21 August 2005 by Liza Mae V.

I just came back from the BBQ and it was the topping to my cake.  Great Food!  Great Alcohol!  Great Pool!  Great Friends.  I had a couple of laughable moments … Francine and I in the washroom and me trying to do the 1-2 Stomp and I fell doing the Stomp part.   hA HA HA.  Peter pushed Niki in the pool.  Then Roxy screaming, “she can’t swim.”  but she can … then peter feeling guilty and then running away.  I feel awkward typing.  I am struggling to type a sentence.  I leave now.

-Liza Mae

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Alcoholic Weekend … Again

Posted on 21 August 2005 by Liza Mae V.

Friday …
I had gone to my aunt’s house for her 40th Bday and we drank like champions. lol.  I drank too fast and caused a sensation mid-chest.  I was immobilized for 20 minutes and had to take a break.  Who would of known that I would be drinking with family … especially since my mother thinks I am an alcoholic.

Saturday …
Jenn had called me to go to Niagara Falls.  I was like “WHAT … Niagara Falls.”  What are we going to do there?  Well we ended going to Rumours Night Club and I was drunk again, this time with girlfriends.  It was a random road trip, approx. 1.5h away from Toronto.  I think Jenn wanted to go because she knew her ex was going to be there.  What are the chances that you are going to bump into your ex in Niagara Falls?  Blar.

Sunday …
I have my work BBQ to go to and last year was a blast.  Free Alcohol.  Free Food.  Free Pool/Hot Tub.  Free Memories.  I can’t swim this year due to my female monthly mishap.  So I am just going to sit on the sidelines.  I do believe in tampons but not on the 2nd day of Periodom.   Bahh..  I think its going to be chill. 

-Liza Mae

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Random Ramblings Issue No. 1064

Posted on 19 August 2005 by Liza Mae V.

A pet peeve is posts saying “I am going to update soon!” … Just update … I don’t need a warning.

I just looked at my school schedule and I am in for another deadly semester.  I do not miss school, I just want to get it over ASAP.  I am trying to mentally prepare for it but its easier to THINK you won’t procastinate but when it comes down to it, I will procastinate.  Ack!  Also, I won’t be over analyzing my relationship with G as much as I do.  I have too much damn time to think of him.  School keeps me busy and thinking of other things.  Graduation is a hop … skip away.  It will be here sooner than I can even fathom.  The transition will not be an easy one.

My labor day weekend will be in NYC … its my yearly trip which started about 5 years ago when I was 17.  Usually I am so hyped about going but I am not.  Knowing that my house will be abandoned for the weekend and I could of had him sleep over the whole weekend … sucks!  It is too late to back out of my plans because I am the one who convinced my cousin to drive to NYC instead of taking a plane.  Only if I knew sooner.  I told myself that I would not go on vacation (esp. NYC) without him … but here I am.  I like to get away from the familiar, once in awhile … but he wants to save money, for who knows what.  AGhhhh … The main purpose for my trip is to see Lemar because he had just gone through a major surgery and I just want to watch over him.  I can’t imagine being alone after sugery … I would need all the support I can get.  I suppose the trip is all worth it.  That felt good to type.

The summer is almost over.  I realized I am getting sick of clubbing, it is not as fun as I remember.  Being in a relationship and clubbing, just don’t mix well with me.  My hunt has ended.  I usually used to go clubbing with Martina … and I had fun, but it is not the same.  It seems I only have fun when I have more friends around like Roxanne, Francine, Darlene, and friends from work.  I think because they are hillarious as hell.  I just enjoy the jokes we have.  I think the reason that Martina and I used to go to clubs is to pick up … no matter how much I  say I love to dance … this was the mere purpose.  I have more fun in dance class. [Reminds me … have to find a new dance studio to go to]  I think I am throwing in the towel.  My clubbing days in Toronto are going to be kept to a minimum.

I need to get a massage, my bed is horrible and I’ve had this knot for a week and I feel very tense.  Feel like paying for one.  Ack..

-Liza Mae

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Iceland … Paris … Here I come

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Iceland … Paris … Here I come

Posted on 16 August 2005 by Liza Mae V.

My cousin approached me with an opportunity to go to Paris during New Years and I told myself that I wasn’t going to spend another New Years in Toronto because NYE in T.O. was just like any other night, so I said I would go.  =)  So the plane tickets are booked and I am psyched.

Imagine …
…watching fireworks near the Eiffel Tower. 

…swimming in the blue lagoon in Iceland.

Toronto –>New York –>Iceland–>France

The Detailed Itinerary

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