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Something happened to me when I was in Sipalay, Philippines which I thought was profound.   I went swimming in the beach and I decided to walk out in the middle of the sea.  I’m kind of paranoid of moving creatures or rocks I could step on especially since my cousin Karen had stepped on a sea urchin the day before.  The sand was brown so the clarity of the things below water were not visible.

I was really far from the shore but the water only reached my waist.  Then as I walked further I saw something bright white under water like a piece of paper.  So I stopped to take a closer look and stop the waves from moving around me.  The water is clear and I thought it was money.  I didn’t want to swim down for I was wearing my contacts and didn’t want to open my eyes in salt water.  So I called the girl with the ‘googles’, as she would pronounce it, to dive down to pick it up.  As she came up from under the water, she held a 100 pesos in her hand.  I was shocked for I thought it was impossible to find money in the middle of the sea.  She handed it over to me and I yelled over to the people on shore,

“I found 100 pesos in the water!”

In disbelief I swam to shore to show my findings to validate that it was real and it was.

This incident made me think, that anything is possible and  sometimes we just have to keep our eyes open for an opportunity can be waiting right in front of you.  In my case, I found money.  Maybe it is sign of fortune to come (crosses fingers) but whatever comes your way, expect the unexpected.

Now I carry the bill with me and it will remind me of the lesson I learned plus it smells like the sea.

- Liza Mae

Quick Thoughts About Change

“I have come to grips with the reality that
some people never change
though they try for the sake of another
true self comes to surface eventually.
True change can only happen when one realizes the need for change.

-Liza Mae

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Lost between the spaces of time …
going back and forth in my mind.

yet I should be living here.  i am here.

STOP reliving the pain … i tell myself over and over.
STOP seeing the tears fall from your face …
the disappointment and sadness … in your eyes.

I can’t forget, but I can not go back to it …
I need to STOP feeling this guilt that I feel.
I am here.
. not there.

i am where i need to be …

- Liza Mae

Smiles are Free

Yet another day at work. It was rather the same … as working yesterday … same customers … same management … same atmosphere … BUT a different mind state. For some reason I was in such a giddy (happy) mood. I smiled like someone gave me a piece of ass … and I chewed it … swallowed … and liked it. It was a rainy … but sunny day in my eyes … and even as I write this … I feel so happy … I haven’t had this kindof high since … hrmm … I last kissed someone I was passionate with … damn I am smiling back at that moment … but there is nothing in the world I can do … but … SMILE … because frowning … will eventually lead to tears in my eyes which drowns the logical side of me. I just liked being in this mind state … it opens my eyes to things which I/we take for granted.

Today, I saw a girl with a mangled face … looked like she suffered from severe burns including her hands because she had no fingers. Sometimes we take looking ‘normal’ for granted … and don’t appreciate the face we stare at each morning … there are always misperfections which we constantly bicker at … and I look into this girls eyes … and she just seemed so perfect with her imperfections. I smiled because that moment was beatiful because she was beautiful. There is alot of things that we take for granted … but one thing I realized today was … I love making people smile. It made me feel good about myself … because I know if I was in their shoes … that person … whom smiled at me … would of made a difference in my life. Just that simple gesture … will make me happy … and I this entry is dedicated to all those … understated people that put a smile on your face … even just for one instant.

- Liza Mae

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