Posts Tagged ‘school’

back to the basics

// December 3rd, 2005 // 3 Comments » // Other

I’ve come to terms with my school life … that this COULD be the worst school year amongst the past 3. My friends whom I usually hang out with and study with are doing co-op and I decided I should just continue learning without the experience because we eventually work our whole lives and just because I do not have experience doesn’t mean I will not find a job. I am optimistic when it comes to my career because I know I have enough desire to get a job if I wanted. I know it won’t come knocking at my door but with enough pursuit I will find what it is that I want. I am in school to get my degree, though it is something I do not enjoy fully, there are moments of satisfaction that gets me through my days.

I am procastinating as I type but I can not get over the fact that I do not have a study buddy. This totally sucks!?! Now I have to suck it up and learn to be independant and have self-discipline. I am tired of my silent cries due to my own self destruction. I do this to myself time and time again because I venture into directions where I should not be going. What can I say other than I am a sucker for love and I’d rather lay down with G on a saturday in his dark room watching re-runs of old movies on TBS … instead of reading my books for school .. ackkk I hate exams. I learn things then forget them the next day… pointless, but that is how the system works. I probably will only use 5% of what I learned in school because 95% of it is bullshit. The main lessons I learned in school are to work hard, think analytically, and learn to bullshit when it comes down to the nitty gritty. blarr..

Time to stick this knowledge within me … then forget it tomorrow. What is the meaning of EOQ again?

-Liza Mae

Busy again / Random surprises

// October 19th, 2005 // No Comments » // Other

Sunday & Monday night spent at school … installing useless
information in to my brain, only to find out that 5% of the information
was being of use.  Plus, the fun doesn’t stop there, I have 2
midterms left and numerous assignments & projects due before exams
in December.  The thoughts of what has to be accomplished seem
unfathomable but it will be done before I know it.  I will conquer
all … in my realm or reality, of course.

Awww … he’s pulling the random acts that I always do.

He:  I just called to say good night and I love you!

After he just spoke to me 10 minutes ago.  How sweet. 
*sigh*  I know my last entry seemed so dreadful but it was just my
frustrations of minor arguments.  He always thinks I’m trying to
start an argument but I just state what I dislike … blar.  It is
just the miscommunication between us sometimes that the message gets
lost in translation.  It is like I am speaking a foreign language.
 

-Liza Mae V.

“Life is not about how many breaths we take, but what takes our breath away” – Bobby B.

Random Ramblings Issue No. 1064

// August 19th, 2005 // 2 Comments » // Other

A pet peeve is posts saying “I am going to update soon!” … Just update … I don’t need a warning.

I just looked at my school schedule and I am in for another deadly semester.  I do not miss school, I just want to get it over ASAP.  I am trying to mentally prepare for it but its easier to THINK you won’t procastinate but when it comes down to it, I will procastinate.  Ack!  Also, I won’t be over analyzing my relationship with G as much as I do.  I have too much damn time to think of him.  School keeps me busy and thinking of other things.  Graduation is a hop … skip away.  It will be here sooner than I can even fathom.  The transition will not be an easy one.

My labor day weekend will be in NYC … its my yearly trip which started about 5 years ago when I was 17.  Usually I am so hyped about going but I am not.  Knowing that my house will be abandoned for the weekend and I could of had him sleep over the whole weekend … sucks!  It is too late to back out of my plans because I am the one who convinced my cousin to drive to NYC instead of taking a plane.  Only if I knew sooner.  I told myself that I would not go on vacation (esp. NYC) without him … but here I am.  I like to get away from the familiar, once in awhile … but he wants to save money, for who knows what.  AGhhhh … The main purpose for my trip is to see Lemar because he had just gone through a major surgery and I just want to watch over him.  I can’t imagine being alone after sugery … I would need all the support I can get.  I suppose the trip is all worth it.  That felt good to type.

The summer is almost over.  I realized I am getting sick of clubbing, it is not as fun as I remember.  Being in a relationship and clubbing, just don’t mix well with me.  My hunt has ended.  I usually used to go clubbing with Martina … and I had fun, but it is not the same.  It seems I only have fun when I have more friends around like Roxanne, Francine, Darlene, and friends from work.  I think because they are hillarious as hell.  I just enjoy the jokes we have.  I think the reason that Martina and I used to go to clubs is to pick up … no matter how much I  say I love to dance … this was the mere purpose.  I have more fun in dance class. [Reminds me ... have to find a new dance studio to go to]  I think I am throwing in the towel.  My clubbing days in Toronto are going to be kept to a minimum.

I need to get a massage, my bed is horrible and I’ve had this knot for a week and I feel very tense.  Feel like paying for one.  Ack..

-Liza Mae