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anxiety strikes again

Posted on 15 May 2009 by Liza Mae V.

anxiety.

I woke up with this feeling.

Now my heart pounds faster with every short breath … muscles in my shoulders and lower back tense.

I hate this feeling.

I want to crawl up in my sheets and sleep, dismissing my life for a moment.  Then when I wake the anxiety will be another thing in the past.

heart beats … at least I know I am alive, though am I truly living?  I feel as though I am dying inside.

I want to be lethargic but I am melodramatic.  Feelings of sadness reside.  I want to cry but the tears don’t want to seem to fall, not even the eyes want to water because my emotions run dry.

The motion of escapism is in my mind but that seems impossible now.

I am begging anxiety to pass, I take deep breathes hoping it will calm my heart but instead my muscles in my shoulders pains me, and I want to release but my current situation restricts me from doing just that.

I am running…

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Black Berry Photo Post

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Black Berry Photo Post

Posted on 14 October 2008 by Liza Mae V.

I can now send blogs through my bb! Awesome!

Liza
Sent on the TELUS Mobility network with BlackBerry
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i am … free

Posted on 02 May 2008 by Liza Mae V.

So I have come to a point in my life where …

I am.

Free.

I am in transcendence
breaking  this mold that I shaped myself to be
but it is more difficult than I expected.

I am trying to live in the present
and not concoct reality,
ultimately destroying all delusions.

As I am working on self – I am feeling at ease.
Finally letting go.

– Liza Mae

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I am a twenty-somethings female photographer in search of love, the meaning of life, and adventure. I am passionate about anything photography from the snap to the click.

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